pink, useless stuff

2006-02-07T13:20:00.000-07:00

First get the computer degree, then get the drivers licence, then start the conquest of the world, and finallythe conquest of universe. I am stoned on hope and ambition, that's it, and i think i'll work my life out, it's just a matter of time and concentration. I dont feel like shit anymore, i am happy.Picture Pamela Wetsetter

2006-02-05T10:01:00.000-07:00

I can try as hard as i want, well drugs always have to come down. I cant help being paranoid and i always was, and i dont think chemicals are helpfull. Last week i worked out not to be down during 4 days, then the next friday, down again, because of smoking too much grass. And that's when happened the ecys' down thing.
Then i feel like the less loveable girl in the world, well i feel like shit. A wise person would stop it simply but i am out of a brain. I'll try again next saturday, for sure, just to see if someone loves me, well, just to feel loved anyway =)

2006-01-22T16:47:00.000-07:00

Einstein
says
anything
you want
there ^ ^

2006-01-21T17:06:00.000-07:00

Picture by Malka Moshe. Watching news on tv is killing me with sadness. I cuddle up to my cat now, he is soft, big and grey like a small fluffy whale, with a big white belly. Whale friend is dead, and i am fucking sad.

2006-01-19T16:10:00.000-07:00

While some girl is having pee sessions on taxis' backseat, you girls (and guys) can go download some cool Swiss electro on AlpineChic, and also read a bit of a nice manga page by clicking on This Link ^ ^
Manga drawing amateurs may like it, Japanese speakings even more - for it's written in japanese . . Well, have fun, but do not pee on any backseat, right ?

tiny things

2006-01-17T14:22:00.000-07:00

I recon self depreciation makes one become nasty.
Some people say it's a kind of violence against the others, because you actually think the others are responsible for what you consider as being sh*t in your life.
OK i am bad in psychology so i give you a linky. *ping* change topic hee !
Bye dudes and dudettes ^ ^

doing fuck all

2006-01-17T14:10:00.000-07:00

OH no ! .. they recon it is a disease to never do fck all.
if you don't believe what i say, take a look there, and don't blame the lazy ones.
The japanese take care : take care too.

how sexy r u ??

2006-01-17T05:22:00.000-07:00

TEST : R U SEXY ?
Oooh ! Am I far too sexy ? The answer is : yeah.
Girl(s) : You can also make some tests on handbag, and get full of yourself like Me & Madonna .
They say : ' You're flirty and fun and you like to have a good time. But sexy ? The very word makes you think of Page Three babes with their knockers out. .Yet the truth is, you are a total sex bomb in the making. ' ( AM I )
' You have some incredibly sexy personality traits : you're witty, intelligent and passionate ( Absolutely yaa ), and these qualities are all extremely sexy. When you find yourself lacking confidence in your own sexiness from time to time, remind yourself what a total hottie you are by connecting with the things YOU find sexy ' (blabla bla ) poo pi doo.

la verité ki compte

2006-01-16T16:17:00.000-07:00

Attention : premier post integralement en francais
Lundi soir devant la tv, emission ' y a que la verite qui compte '.
Demain j'ai cours de code, donc je v aller dormir, mais ne vous inquietez pas, fideles lecteurs (hahaa ), peut etre que je ferais un topo demain soir a propos de cette merveilleuse emission. Je sais, ca ne vaut pas un bon direct, avec des larmes, des grimaces, alors j'abandonnerais surement l'idee pendant la journee. Peut etre que j'aurais quelque chose de plus interessant a raconter, peut etre rien du tout, mais en tout cas ca ne sera pas un mensonge. Car comme le disent les deux connards qui presentent : y a que la verite qui compte.
bye bye ^ ^ o.

2006-01-16T15:59:00.000-07:00

date of post : 24th of january.
Last year i was working, shitty job and money but with wonderful people. My friends were golden, fun and loving. I was able to pay the rent of a flat in the center of a nice city, living with my cat, people coming to my place to talk shit, smoking and drinking, had boyfriends, laughed a lot. Everything was great.
I started to go out three nights a week, free entries, free drinks, free stuff. Did drugs. Lot of fun. Met new friends, weird ones, thinking it was cool. Left my job.
Met a guy from England, fell in love, had a lot of fun. Left my country.
Spent summer in a shithole, drank, worked, went 24, drank. Fought with my boyfriend. Came back home, hoping to find everything in its place, which was quite the case, but i couldn't find my place anymore. Fought with my dad, went back to Uk.
Had some fun again, worked with great people, fell in love with London. Did drugs, played pool ( a lot =). Back home for a short while, was told my best friend attempted to her life, paniked ( a lot =( . Had fun with my brother and family, stayed at my parents', feeling good with them. Broke up with boyfriend. Now thinking about what has gone wrong.
In this time, it seems like things have lost their taste, like if it's over. Things are in status quo as it is to say.
Tomorrow i'll carry on, up and down, life's like that. I don't wanna sink.
Let's watch some crap on tv.

something 2 do

2006-01-16T06:19:00.000-07:00

I can't help talking shit on this blog and sharing opinions with 'le vide sideral' . I am thinking more and more of doing it in french, as nobody's reading anyway, and my english is shaiit. SO . . prochainement blog en francais.

jaaa ! !

2006-01-16T05:22:00.000-07:00

YAAA ! ! We went to town with my bro and 2 friends of him, then we met my cousin and his girlfriend, and we work out to make my other cousin go out of his comfy flat. Four pubs and lots of fun later, we went to the coolest place, where you'll always meet people you haven't seen since a long long time, like this dude from college, all the chix were trying to get jiggy with . .
Well, he was more handsome in my memories, and i didn't know what to say for i was as drunk as him anyway.
I should have kissed him on the mouth geeeh (*^.^) ! !
Well, next time heeYaa ! ! - - - how full of hormons i am - - -

2006-01-13T15:35:00.000-07:00

Shopping session and a party plan, lots of smooth hormons hydrating my tiny girl's brain Today heehahahaa !
I've got cool stuff, stars to put on my nails, pink polish, glitter gel, a thing to bend lashes =) Lot of cool things actually, i was UP for party ^ ^ my brother and i wanted to look posh and destroy at the same time, like sick boy's french cousins hahaaha and dance like freaks at this electro party . . curled my hair, chose my top n jacket n jeans, i would have looked quite good i think, but at the last moment my brozer changed his mind, for he was comin back from the physio. Shaiit.
so i am here again, not as lonely as usual but, well, i am sure the party was not that cool, anyway.
And i wouldn't have been that pretty neither =x

quand te reverrais-je ....

2006-01-11T17:28:00.000-07:00

They're going to play the third part of a movie i used to watch when i was at highschool and laugh like a horse. Part one is about like six people spending holidays in a camp in Africa, part two the same are together in a ski station.
It is a kind of very heavy sense of humour, like, muuh, french humour late 70's , it's all about trying to have sex, trying to cheat on wife and husband but cant, life going total wrong but nobody gives a shit . . . and heavy humour that makes the french laugh so much.
Part three, all of them meet again 30 years later. We were laughing at this actually quite fun but still crap from the 70's though we were born in The 80's the 3 of us.
We were school mates, and Laura failed her degree, so she found a cashier job, then she met her boyfriend and she got a baby. I left for my studies one year later. I haven't seen Laura till then, my mom thinks she must be very busy with her family, but maybe i'll ask her if she wants to watch the movie with me.
Sometimes you remember the good times and you want to get it back ( taataa ! ) and then you realize it cant be better, not even as good as in your memory, and you are disgusted. . . .(T T')
So maybe i'll go with my mom, hoping Laura will also find such a good mate to go watch part III with. Well, her mom is quite a cool mate aswell. But our moms are born in the 50's !
It's all the biggest load of crap on hearth ! !

2006-01-11T03:15:00.000-07:00

" So let me tell you 'bout Last Saturday night
The club was rocking Super freaks hanging out
Wall to wall
They tell me something's going on in the men's room Soon as we come out we'll be high soon
Did you save a line for the ladies We're not into that are you crazy " (MarvinGaye)

marilyn glamour icon

2006-01-09T10:11:00.000-07:00

"Marilyn is a kind of ultimate. She is uniquely feminine. Everything she does is different, strange, and exciting, from the way she talks to the way she uses that magnificent torso. She makes a man proud to be a man."
-- Clark Gable
**sigh**

happy 06 !

2006-01-07T08:19:00.000-07:00

have a look, it'll make u happy & dizzy as if you were there ! - nice shot of Mariah the Lazy Diva - happy new year ^ ^ Cheers !

beauty tips

2006-01-07T06:29:00.000-07:00

Kylie Minogue utilise cette creme rose, qui brille et qui sent bon comme des fesses de barbie.
C'est tres chic, et j'en ai meme emballe quand je travaillais a l'usine de maquillage.

respect ur sOlar Plexus

2006-01-06T17:37:00.000-07:00

°oO i went 2 the physio 2day, who is quite an unbielivable guy . i wasnt talkin and he told me bout things dat happened in my life 6 yrs ago ! crazy
'Well' he said, 'u need to drink a lot of water & avoid crouded places for a while', - which is going 2 be easy for i am broke and can't party or shopping as long as i need money 4 serious things - take care of my plexus & get rid of the shit in me haha =)
But i donno bout water (O_o) .
I wish i'd hydrate myself with vodka & beer but they say it is not healthy, so . . they also say one has 2 drink 1,5 liter a day or 7 glasses, which is what i do when i meet some friends except that it's rather pure alcohol . .
there's no need 2 be proud bout bein an alcoholic i know

cutiz °o.

2006-01-05T16:37:00.000-07:00

coOco° coOl stuff 2 customize ur computer (^_-)o and also original items 4 u, ur dog & ur lounge, like the sushi pillows ^ ^ - pik by Gene Robinson

hi !

2006-01-05T13:47:00.000-07:00

bblleeep !!